Thank You

You probably hated me all day
You still don’t know me, stupid

Your birthday comes only once a year
How could I forget?

I’m sorry I couldn’t express my heart for all this time
I guess I was too shy to say I love you
Will you close your eyes?

Congratulations, happy birthday to my love
I won’t change, I’ll make your heart race every day
I promise you

Thank you so much, thank you for my love
For being born today, for coming to me
Meeting you was a great fortune in my life
Now blow out the candles, my love

The only thing I can do is
To love you even more

There might be times when I hurt you
But please know this one thing
Just like always, just like now

I love you, you’re my everything to me
Even after ten years, it’ll be like only one day has passed
I won’t change, I’ll make your heart race every day
I promise you, my love

It still feels like a dream
An angel is looking at me and smiling
Like this

Even if I yell I love you endlessly
It’s not enough
Lonely and hard days won’t be scary if we’re together
I’ll give you things that always overflow
Thank you so much, thank you for my love

For being born, for being by my side
I am born again because I met you
Now will you put this ring on? My love

:(

또 그대를 울리네요
tto geudereurullineyo
그대의 예쁜 눈에서
geudeye yeppeun nuneso
눈물이 흘러 내리네요
nunmuri heullo nerineyo
또 우리가 헤어져요
tto uriga heojyoyo
그대의 예쁜 얼굴이
geudeye yeppeun olguri
조금씩 멀어져 가네요
jogeumssing-morojyo ganeyo

난 잘된 일이라고
nan jaldwen irirago
지겨운 사랑이 이젠 끝이라고
jigyoun sarangi ijen kkeuchirago
다신 널 생각 안 할거라고 다짐을 해놓고
dasin nol senggagan halgorago dajimeul henoko
왜 오늘도 네 사진을 보는지
we oneuldo ne sajineul boneunji

그대의 표정도 예쁜 미소도
geudeye pyojongdo yeppeun misodo
가끔 나를 웃게 만들었던
gakkeum nareurutge mandeurotdon
그대의 실수도 그대 목소리도
geudeye silsudo geude moksorido
내겐 너무나 생생한데
negen nomuna sengsenghande
그대의 투정도 나쁜 습관도
geudeye tujongdo nappeun seupgwando
가끔 나를 울게 만들었던
gakkeum nareurulge mandeurotdon
그 못된 말투도 지나간 실수도
geu motdwen maltudo jinagan silsudo
이젠 이해할 수 있는데 넌 어디에
ijen ihehal su inneunde non odie

난 괜찮을 거라고
nan gwenchaneul gorago
다시는 사랑 따윈 안 할거라고
dasineun sarang ttawin an halgorago
너 없이도 잘 살 수 있다고 다짐을 해놓고
no obsido jal sal su itdago dajimeul henoko
왜 오늘도 너의 생각뿐인지
we oneuldo noye senggakppuninji

그대의 표정도 예쁜 미소도
geudeye pyojongdo yeppeun misodo
가끔 나를 웃게 만들었던
gakkeum nareurutge mandeurotdon
그대의 실수도 그대 목소리도
geudeye silsudo geude moksorido
내겐 너무나 생생한데
negen nomuna sengsenghande
그대의 투정도 나쁜 습관도
geudeye tujongdo nappeun seupgwando
가끔 나를 울게 만들었던
gakkeum nareurulge mandeurotdon
그 못된 말투도 지나간 실수도
geu motdwen maltudo jinagan silsudo
이젠 이해할 수 있는데 넌 어디에
ijen ihehal su inneunde non odie

왜 널 나에게 맞추려고 했었는지
we nol nayege matchuryogo hessonneunji
너를 있는 모습 그대로 바라볼 수는 없었는지
noreul inneun moseup geudero barabol suneun obsonneunji
나의 이기심들에 아파하던 너를 왜 몰랐을까
naye igisimdeure apahadon noreul we mollasseulkka

그대의 눈물도 깊은 한숨도
geudeye nunmuldo gipeun hansumdo
나를 놓아주기 시작했던
nareul noajugi sijakhetdon
그때의 내게로 갈수만 있다면
geutteye negero galsuman itdamyon
다신 놓치지 않을 텐데
dasin nochiji aneul tende
그대의 투정도 나쁜 습관도
geudeye tujongdo nappeun seupgwando
가끔 나를 울게 만들었던
gakkeum nareurulge mandeurotdon
그 못된 말투도 지나간 실수도
geu motdwen maltudo jinagan silsudo
이젠 이해할 수 있는데 넌 어디에
ijen ihehal su inneunde non odie
돌아와
dorawa

대답은 너니까

My close friend introduced me to a boy, I guess she felt bad for me

she told me to meet a boy better than you and to get over you

his first impression was good

he kind of looked like you

But at some point, he completely looked like you

he’s saying something but it’s not coming into my ears

My heart is only for you

The words I’m mumbling are stories about you

Without knowing, I’m only talking about you

You are in every word I say,

You spill out in every word I say, 

What do I like to do? What is a normal day for me?

It’s hard for me to answer those typical questions

Because my answer is you

Because my answer is you

Because I only think of you

The more he smiles, the sadder I get

As time goes by, the more I feel like a sinner

At this rate, I think I’ll end up alone again today

The more we talk, the lonelier I get and I’m in danger again

he’s saying something but it’s not coming into my ears

I have nothing more to say

I’m such a bad girl, he’s being so affectionate

But why do I keep thinking of you?

You are in every word I say, 

You spill out in every word I say,

What do I like to do? What is a normal day for me?

It’s hard for me to answer those typical questions

Because my answer is you

It’s like your voice is in this sweet melody

I know it’s not real but I keep tuning my ear to it

Yeah I know this is foolish imagination

But if I can meet you through this song

I don’t care if my ears rip

If only you can hear it

If only I could feel your eyes, nose, lips and warm breath

You get repeated in every word I say, 

My grudge-like love story is you, 

What do I love? What do I care about the most?

I really hope she doesn’t ask me

Because my answer is you

Because my answer is you

BecAuse I love only you

Where Are You

I have made you cry again
Tears are falling from your beautiful eyes
We’re breaking up again
Your beautiful face
Is slowly getting further away
I’m thinking it’s for the best
This frustrating love is now over
Even if I vowed to never think about you again
Why am I looking at your picture today?

Your expressions and your beautiful smile
That made me smile at times
Your mistakes and your voice
To me, they’re so vivid
Your grumbling and your bad habits
That made me cry at times
Your rude tone and past mistakes
I can now understand them, where are you?

I said I’ll be okay
That I will never fall in love again
Even if I vowed to be okay living without you
Why am I thinking about only you today?

Your tears and your deep sigh

When you began to let me go

If you can come to me

You would never let go again

Your grumbling and your bad habits

That made me cry at times

Your rude tone and past mistakes

I can now understand them, where are you?

Come back

Why, when you were trying to fit in with me
when you couldn’t look forward to yourself
when you were in so much pain because of my selfishness, why didn’t I know?

END

Movie’s Over

It’s less painful than I thought

I go out to play, sleep at the right time, and hear from pretty girls.

It’s hardly possible that love doesn’t make me live.

It’s totally impossible, impossible. I blanked out you already.

I will get out of your mind.

Would you leave me out with flying colors?

Movie’s over. The movie’s over.

The curtain rings down as soon as the movie starts.

Bye bye good bye bye

Don’t make it bad oh girl. Please just leave me.

The story was like a dream.

Our relationship is over this time. It’s over.

We have fought because of such trivial matters easily.
We just tried to diminish each other overlooking our faults.

I don’t want this happens again since it’s obvious that it will be repeated.
We don’t need to meet because we know we will bicker over again.
Only dust comes out after brushing dirty clothes.A scar will be left even though the wound heals up.

Something is left like a knockoff sticker.

You fall me off after, leaving a messy trail.

Although the more frictions we get, the hotter we can be.

Why do you act tired at trivial efforts, why?

F.R.I.E.N.D

 

 throw back again all my memories with all my good friends last year is the best year for me,,
even i had such a sadness moment ever but with my friends everything is going well
even some of my friend is changed but as long as my memories with me its okay..

 we was in 3AB dan kelas kami adalah kelas yang nakal mungkin,,
sometime we buat our teachers angry,
but all my teacher are cool actually ,,
i just hope that all my old friends will ingat aku forever,,

 the boys who always buat bising dalam kelas~
without Haikal and Firasyeden our class will be boring..
haikal is the mood maker in our class
Mad will his cromok,,
shaifullah is the brain in our class,,when we think about him we will be bersemangat nak belajar
Helmi is the drama type person,,when you start talk with him you will be forget to do your work,,
Hanif is the annoying sometimes
Idham is just normal person but when he join su and the other friend he will change
shamil is quite normal but when talk about politic he will change too
najmi is just so so peson but whe its come to his love story life aku memang tak mahu tengok

 

the girls

actually its quite awkward to talk about them

i dont know everything changed now

but its all past 

Sue is most trouble maker in our class when he gabung dengan haikal and mad it will be disaster moment ever

but she is quite nice

Izzati ruby and nabihah is quite childish,, they even have their our group called black pearls,,i think..but because of that they adalah cute group ever,,and they love kpop,,that for sure.

twins is my friends and they is being nice nice to sehingga ke hari ini 

syakirah,, i got nothing to say about her..

wani and jannah is so humble and they are so kind,, 

akma is the shorter in our class,haha

 our ustazah that we will ingat sampai bila bila

the ayat yang kami masih ingat bila dia marah "kene marah buat muka hijau macam adudu"

our math teacher .. the funny teacher ever

he will make us laughing everytimes he mengajar

without them we are tak boleh berjaya

thanks to them,,

who always want to see us berjaya

now we know why they are so angry when our result is bad,,

everything is changed now semua menyikut haluan masing masing

and i actually really want to be like that again just like last year

Dugaan Di Bulan Ramadhan

Bismillah...
i really hate 'it' ..everything benda itu do i really benci it,, biasa la tu orang selalu kata yang kalau kita benci kan sesuatu itu semua perkara yang benda itu lakukan itu semua akan kita pandang buruk and judge benda itu teruk -teruk. tapi kalau benda itu tak mengada ngada and tak show off dia punya stuff tak la orang akan benci dia. dari kisah cinta dia,  hidup dia . semua nya nak show off.. nak kata iri hati , memang tidak sama sekali. but really lega sebab aku tidak hidup seperti gaya hidup dia, walaupun dia ada segala-galanya tapi aku rasa aku lebih sempurna sebab aku pandai menjaga adab pergaulan dan tak semudah mudah nak jual harga diri.

memang kalau nak di buka kan kembali buku aku yang lepas memang aku banyak  buat hilaf dan alhamdulillah pengalaman aku mengajar aku supaya menghargai harga diri sebagai seorang perempuan.
memang manusia boleh berubah tetapi janganlah sampai terhantuk baru nak terngadah.
Sometime rasa macam menyesal jugak kenal dia, tapi nak buat macam mana dia dah pilih jalan hidup macam tu,
aku hanya mampu untuk melihat dan memberi nasihat .
nak cakap lebih nanti mula lah update status macam macam 

aku just harap ia berubah and jangan datang kat aku dan kawan kawan aku bila dia dalam masalah.
tapi kalau masa itu dia baru nak menyesal aku akan hanya akan pergi cakapa kat dia baik kau update status kau banyak banyak mana tahu kalau kalau FB tu boleh membantu.

i just hope that dia akan berubah dan buang sikap  yang dah macam apa dah tu .
jangan nak malukan keluarga agama dan kawan kawan yang ada sekeliling dia~

wooo dah macam buat iklan dah~~
dugaan di bulan puasa..
bulan ramadhan yang mulia ini memang semua syaitan tak ada so kalau perangai dia terok jugak memang bukan syaitan la tapi dia sendiri punya true colour ~